This week was intended as I allowed myself to be go deeper into my submissive need to be consumed by Sir A. Trusting him and allowing myself to be as transparent as I have ever been, revealing details of my private like and risking having such details exposed or used by Him.
He could tell I was consumed, submissive and aroused from fear, power and hunger. Hunger for more control released from myself to Him. Believe or not, fear is such a drug to any submissive – don’t lie, we crave it !
He’s instructions were simple this week. Take the pillow up and hump it for 2-3 minutes. To add some spice and power of me, I was to place the phone at the door and video myself doing it as my partner slept behind it. It was an emotional moment as I allowed myself to be consumed by the power my Owner had over me. Body mind and soul.
It was humbling and humiliating all at the same moment. Yet I craved for it each morning and I am convince more next week and next and next.
I am so lucky that Sir A my owner knows me more than I even know myself. I am a lucky toy indeed.
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